Tired of waiting

As in sleeping-drink spices softly she loosens in the liquid-clear mirror her fatigued demeanor
.“Lady at a Mirror.” Rainer Maria Rilke

An immense distance from sleep
remote from enfolding
I lost the count of sheep

Some veiled light trespassed
and where moths had chewed an exit
moonbeams were lasering the bed

His belongings uncollected, hung about
as pinpoints, one by one - 
through mirrored eyes the raincoat

beckoned. Willing me back
to dark corners and rendezvous
to have, to hold and ransack

those closeted of nooks. Adulterated
haikus slung from bonsai trees
stifled, truncated, perfected

An immense fist beat on my head;
- he was long gone, like the moths
and I hang by a loosening thread