Stumbling block

China white's only sometime grief
tears are not just sorrow
 eyes drip anger
 lucent temper
tears are not just sorrow

Blanched the yawning of tomorrow
unfilled looms the future
 fists shut tightly
 fears come nightly
unfilled looms the future

Leaden faced the frigid writer
strikethroughs so unsightly
 and overleaf
 each thought a thief
strikethroughs so unsightly

Blancoed pages, empty, ghostly
elusive leitmotif
 poets' shadows
 past as windows 
elusive leitmotif

For my Craft and Critique prompt: In a Roundabout Way we are composing a 20 line Roundabout style poem of four quintains, with repetitions and recurring rhymes of aBccB bCddC cDaaD dAbbA. Written in iambic meter of 43223 syllabic stresses/feet (which I often do not achieve!).